Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I am bored. I am in a world of pain, physically and otherwise.
This seems to be a normal occurance, now. The pain part.
I have a sunburn. It's a rather nasty one, wearing a shirt has suddenly become a very painful experience. My head it hurting, my chest is hurting and my lower back is hurting. And after what a friend said, my feelings hurt too. Yeah, I miss her. But that's old news. Whoever can't tell needs to get with it.
Oh yeah, I'm hurting. This burn is making me cranky.
I made $31 today at Virgil's. That's twenty more than yesterday.
Worked at the house site with mom. We cleaned out part of the sunroom in the basement and took a bunch of wood scraps to the dumpster. This is where I got my sunburn. It's weird, only my back got it. Not my arms or face or front. Just my back.
Weird.
My pendulum is missing. I don't know where the heck it's gone. It's never fallen out of my pocket, not ever, and it chose yesterday of all days to do it. I was all over town yesterday... I can't find it anywhere. I just hope someone isn't tampering with it... mom gave it to me. Short gold chain, golden Aisian Lung at one end and a jade crystal piece at the other. I feel really lost without it... sorta like how a fortune teller would be lost without their runes or cards or crystal ball. It helped me get through hard times, helped me find answers (and let me tell you how cool it is to have something like that give you an answer, and you learn it yourself soon after.) I don't want to get one identical to it, that'll make me feel like I'm replacing it.
I'll just... have to get another, if I don't find it. But I hate feeling like I'm replacing it like I would an old pair of shoes.
Now I'm depressed. :(
:(
This seems to be a normal occurance, now. The pain part.
I have a sunburn. It's a rather nasty one, wearing a shirt has suddenly become a very painful experience. My head it hurting, my chest is hurting and my lower back is hurting. And after what a friend said, my feelings hurt too. Yeah, I miss her. But that's old news. Whoever can't tell needs to get with it.
Oh yeah, I'm hurting. This burn is making me cranky.
I made $31 today at Virgil's. That's twenty more than yesterday.
Worked at the house site with mom. We cleaned out part of the sunroom in the basement and took a bunch of wood scraps to the dumpster. This is where I got my sunburn. It's weird, only my back got it. Not my arms or face or front. Just my back.
Weird.
My pendulum is missing. I don't know where the heck it's gone. It's never fallen out of my pocket, not ever, and it chose yesterday of all days to do it. I was all over town yesterday... I can't find it anywhere. I just hope someone isn't tampering with it... mom gave it to me. Short gold chain, golden Aisian Lung at one end and a jade crystal piece at the other. I feel really lost without it... sorta like how a fortune teller would be lost without their runes or cards or crystal ball. It helped me get through hard times, helped me find answers (and let me tell you how cool it is to have something like that give you an answer, and you learn it yourself soon after.) I don't want to get one identical to it, that'll make me feel like I'm replacing it.
I'll just... have to get another, if I don't find it. But I hate feeling like I'm replacing it like I would an old pair of shoes.
Now I'm depressed. :(
:(
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