Monday, November 28, 2005
Up and down, up and down, up and down, good and bad, happy and sad, up and down...
F*cking rollercoaster...
F*cking emotional rollercoaster.
I think I'm making myself sick with this emotional-rollercoaster crap. >.<
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F*cking rollercoaster...
F*cking emotional rollercoaster.
I think I'm making myself sick with this emotional-rollercoaster crap. >.<
Thursday, November 24, 2005
I have not made an update for over a month. Let's see...
I have not played DGate for a couple months. I won't be returning to play on a regular basis until after Christmas.
I have a lot of catching up to do on CPRPG.
Amanda and I are not talking anymore. She has failed to get in touch with me like she said (It's been a few weeks since I called her and she told me she'd call me). If she's going to be like that and abandon me, then as far as I'm concerned, she can find someone else to use and hurt. I'm not going through this anymore.
Rachael and I don't talk much, either... I always have to start the conversations. There have been a few times where she's even logged off or put up an away message without saying "good bye" "good night" or even "go to hell." I could take that hint, too, since she hasn't actually talked to me since... well, since I temporarily quit DGate. But I'd like to think she's a better person than that.
I plan on taking several trips down to Denver to check out the gay neighborhood. Since that's where I plan to go to college, I might as well become more familiar with the place. I know I still have to check out The Center, as well as Rainbow Alley. However, the parentals still refuse to let me venture out on my own, despite the fact I am legally an adult by federal law (screw Nebraska law...)
I got my first speeding ticket late last month. After I turned 18, of course. I was rather iritated, actually, since that's the first po' (dear god, Peetz is rubbing off on me...) I've seen on that road in ever. And it's about the only one I've seen since, if you don't count the one I saw last week. Ever since then, I've driven the speed limit, and people have breezed past me like I was parked. Stupid cops need to do their stupid jobs, I swear...
I am going to get a tattoo, hopefully before my senior pics (Won't hold my breath, the picture date is Dec. 3.) So at least I can get those out of the way.
Grades are holding up pretty good, nothing below a C. I need to get a better English grade, though, don't care much about the math... the design classes are hopefully going to get a grade boost.
I feel pretty good about my self, all and all. I haven't let the whole Amanda thing affect me too much, since I can't let myself worry about it. If she doesn't want me around... then fine, I suppose I can find someone else worthy of my already stretched time. If I'm lucky, it'll be someone who'll appreciate my companionship.
Debating on whether I should save money for a new laptop... my sister has laterally appropriated mine, which is actually okay with me. She can fuck that up instead of my computer. I also want a few swords to add to my collection, and I want to buy a set of Roman Legion armor (lorica segmentata). However, the laptop seems more practical at the moment.
I'm also still working on getting a motorcycle. However, the winter season is -not- a good time to ride one. If I'm lucky, though, maybe I can get a Honda Shadow on sale...
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I'm not sure why exactly I'm taking a break from DGate... maybe I'm upset that one of the Dragon characters Ying interacted with the most staged to Third. Yeah, I'm jealous. I'm also pissed she blew me off a couple time. I know for a fact Ying is going to be one pissy Drake when she gets back. I need to get in touch with Jaey to figure out the Jouet thing... then I'll know for certain how Ying'll be acting when I get back to playing.
I think this is a long enough entry. Besides, I have to wrestle cattle tomorrow >.<
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I have not played DGate for a couple months. I won't be returning to play on a regular basis until after Christmas.
I have a lot of catching up to do on CPRPG.
Amanda and I are not talking anymore. She has failed to get in touch with me like she said (It's been a few weeks since I called her and she told me she'd call me). If she's going to be like that and abandon me, then as far as I'm concerned, she can find someone else to use and hurt. I'm not going through this anymore.
Rachael and I don't talk much, either... I always have to start the conversations. There have been a few times where she's even logged off or put up an away message without saying "good bye" "good night" or even "go to hell." I could take that hint, too, since she hasn't actually talked to me since... well, since I temporarily quit DGate. But I'd like to think she's a better person than that.
I plan on taking several trips down to Denver to check out the gay neighborhood. Since that's where I plan to go to college, I might as well become more familiar with the place. I know I still have to check out The Center, as well as Rainbow Alley. However, the parentals still refuse to let me venture out on my own, despite the fact I am legally an adult by federal law (screw Nebraska law...)
I got my first speeding ticket late last month. After I turned 18, of course. I was rather iritated, actually, since that's the first po' (dear god, Peetz is rubbing off on me...) I've seen on that road in ever. And it's about the only one I've seen since, if you don't count the one I saw last week. Ever since then, I've driven the speed limit, and people have breezed past me like I was parked. Stupid cops need to do their stupid jobs, I swear...
I am going to get a tattoo, hopefully before my senior pics (Won't hold my breath, the picture date is Dec. 3.) So at least I can get those out of the way.
Grades are holding up pretty good, nothing below a C. I need to get a better English grade, though, don't care much about the math... the design classes are hopefully going to get a grade boost.
I feel pretty good about my self, all and all. I haven't let the whole Amanda thing affect me too much, since I can't let myself worry about it. If she doesn't want me around... then fine, I suppose I can find someone else worthy of my already stretched time. If I'm lucky, it'll be someone who'll appreciate my companionship.
Debating on whether I should save money for a new laptop... my sister has laterally appropriated mine, which is actually okay with me. She can fuck that up instead of my computer. I also want a few swords to add to my collection, and I want to buy a set of Roman Legion armor (lorica segmentata). However, the laptop seems more practical at the moment.
I'm also still working on getting a motorcycle. However, the winter season is -not- a good time to ride one. If I'm lucky, though, maybe I can get a Honda Shadow on sale...
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I'm not sure why exactly I'm taking a break from DGate... maybe I'm upset that one of the Dragon characters Ying interacted with the most staged to Third. Yeah, I'm jealous. I'm also pissed she blew me off a couple time. I know for a fact Ying is going to be one pissy Drake when she gets back. I need to get in touch with Jaey to figure out the Jouet thing... then I'll know for certain how Ying'll be acting when I get back to playing.
I think this is a long enough entry. Besides, I have to wrestle cattle tomorrow >.<
