Monday, April 11, 2005
I dunno what I'm feeling, really.
Kinda blah...
Got Alastrine into training today, thank God. Level 12 in sharps and lvl 10 in Focus. Soon I can work on Ying. But she'll need lots of those token things from the OOC games.
Actually, I think I know what I'm feeling now. Alone. Rejected. I haven't heard from Amanda in over a week, she hasn't responded to me. Something is telling me that I won't hear from her for a while. Rachael is... well, Rachael. She's so far away, and after the talk we had...
The pain is there again. Well, it's always been there, but now I'm really feeling it. I miss her, more than I'd ever admit. Mom still isn't happy with her, and she still believes that she hurt me on purpose. But I always say that what she did was for the best, even if I didn't see it at the time.
I'm tired, I'm gonna go to bed. Sometimes... I just want to go to sleep, and never wake up. The pain isn't there when I'm asleep...
Kinda blah...
Got Alastrine into training today, thank God. Level 12 in sharps and lvl 10 in Focus. Soon I can work on Ying. But she'll need lots of those token things from the OOC games.
Actually, I think I know what I'm feeling now. Alone. Rejected. I haven't heard from Amanda in over a week, she hasn't responded to me. Something is telling me that I won't hear from her for a while. Rachael is... well, Rachael. She's so far away, and after the talk we had...
The pain is there again. Well, it's always been there, but now I'm really feeling it. I miss her, more than I'd ever admit. Mom still isn't happy with her, and she still believes that she hurt me on purpose. But I always say that what she did was for the best, even if I didn't see it at the time.
I'm tired, I'm gonna go to bed. Sometimes... I just want to go to sleep, and never wake up. The pain isn't there when I'm asleep...
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