Void of Space

Why won't she write me? Does she not want anything to do with me anymore?

I think she's too busy for me... work, school.... fiance.

She said I wouldn't loose her as a friend... but if we don't talk.... what am I supposed to think? She promised she'd be there for me, but she isn't.

Why did you lie? Why've you forsaken me? What did I do? Was it because I care and worry? All you had to do was say "Leave."

I'm trying so hard to get by without my medication... but no one is understanding me. And no one's there for me.

I think I'll drown myself in DGate now...