Void of Space

Song dedication, could go several ways.

{Seether}
I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

{Both}
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

{Seether}
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

{Amy Lee}
The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high and steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

{Both}
Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Cause Im broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone

{Seether}
You're gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

I feel... sorta better? Just really tired... and sore. My eye keeps hurting, on and off, on and off... that's a pain in my ass.

Speaking of ass, that hurts, too. I haven't figured out why, and no, no one hit me there. So don't even go there. :P

I have no idea why I cried last night. I really don't. Cried myself to sleep, and I think I woke up crying. I can't really remember... I didn't sleep too well last night. I kept waking up every hour or so. I have no idea what the whole thing was about, but dad had pissed the royal hell out of me earlier.

Eh. Cranky and tired and hungry and sore. Not a good combination.

Heheheheheh, Becca was playing her Pokemon game for her Gameboy, and her metal bird fell in love with what looked like a pink jellybean. While they were fighting. Then right afterwards, it got confused.

Me: Oh, god, that's the worst feeling, huh? In love and confused. "I love you little jellybean, I love you! Wait... do I love you? I think I do... I know I do! I think.... I don't know...."

Hahahahahah.

....

Okay, not as funny anymore, now that I'm actually relating that feeling to several things.

Blahhhh.... now I'm just babbling. Thinking about getting my hair cut shorter, especially before I go to Australia. My bandana might also look a tad bit better on my head, with shorter hair under it. I'll have to think about it. I also need to go see Matt after school, schedule another appointment... or figure out if I missed one. Hmm. Also thinking about streaks, but Leif is not allowed to do that again. Nope, no sir, no way, no how. That didn't turn out too well. I did like the color, though.