Sunday, January 30, 2005
I'm starting to feel miserable. After that e-mail I sent Amanda. I basically told her that I can't hear from her anymore, cause it hurts and I need some space and time to think and get things straight.
I must have been a horrible peson in a past life.... Karma is really out to get me. That's really the only reason I can think of as to why I have to be like this. I must have used someone badly, or led someone on, or something... what comes around goes around.
I don't know if I made the right decision. But I need to think. And if I hear from her, it'll only make things harder.
Nancy says I need to decide what relationship I want, which one is most likely to happen, and what really happened. She says she feels I was led on. And I don't know anymore. I know what relationship I want, but I also know that a snowball has a better chance in hell than I do at a chance at that sort of relationship.
This hurts....
I must have been a horrible peson in a past life.... Karma is really out to get me. That's really the only reason I can think of as to why I have to be like this. I must have used someone badly, or led someone on, or something... what comes around goes around.
I don't know if I made the right decision. But I need to think. And if I hear from her, it'll only make things harder.
Nancy says I need to decide what relationship I want, which one is most likely to happen, and what really happened. She says she feels I was led on. And I don't know anymore. I know what relationship I want, but I also know that a snowball has a better chance in hell than I do at a chance at that sort of relationship.
This hurts....
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