Monday, October 25, 2004
The weekend wasn't bad... but it wasn't good, either. I was either a horrible waitress, or I got a bunch of poor customers. And that was just at Perkins. Those of us working at Buffalo Point got our butts kicked, the dinning area (lobby too) was packed from the time we opened to the time I left.
Amanda's mom said no. Again. I've got the feeling it'll always be "no." I should probably just give up and stop asking. Amanda'll never go out with me, especially not while she's back with her ex. Still don't understand that one, I've given up on that as well. Understanding the logic, anyway.
And now that I'm thinking about things like that... I've realized something. Rachael's a great friend, and I care about her and worry about her and enjoy talking with her, but I highly doubt we'll ever have the relationship we had (or had the potential for having). It took me over half a year to accept that fact, and I'm not sure I've fully accepted it. But I will... eventually.
Woah, I'm raving. I gotta stop this.
My Halloween costume is almost done. All I have to do now is buy some boots... but I hate lace up with a passion. BAH! The boots I want are $100+... fleh. I have the money and all, but I'm pretty frugal.
Amanda's mom said no. Again. I've got the feeling it'll always be "no." I should probably just give up and stop asking. Amanda'll never go out with me, especially not while she's back with her ex. Still don't understand that one, I've given up on that as well. Understanding the logic, anyway.
And now that I'm thinking about things like that... I've realized something. Rachael's a great friend, and I care about her and worry about her and enjoy talking with her, but I highly doubt we'll ever have the relationship we had (or had the potential for having). It took me over half a year to accept that fact, and I'm not sure I've fully accepted it. But I will... eventually.
Woah, I'm raving. I gotta stop this.
My Halloween costume is almost done. All I have to do now is buy some boots... but I hate lace up with a passion. BAH! The boots I want are $100+... fleh. I have the money and all, but I'm pretty frugal.
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