Void of Space

She doesn't want to talk to me. Probably doesn't even want to look at me. I tried asking her how she was doing when I saw her in the hall... she just stopped, looked at me, and walked away. I didn't get anything but that look. Not a nod, not a shake of the head, not a verbal answer... she didn't even say "Shut up" "Leave me alone" or even "Go to Hell."

I feel sick... it's probably due to the fact I ended up not eating the tacos last night, and that I didn't eat this morning. I don't think I'll be eating much at lunch, either.

I hope I'm not going into one of those let's-not-eat-a-lot-for-a-month episodes. That happened in my freshman year, and after a month you could see my ribs. Emma and Kellie eventually forced me to start eating again. I haven't had an ordeal like that since. Until now, I think.

Mom's probably gonna kill me, but not before my stupidity and depression does it first.