Wednesday, October 20, 2004
I feel.... I dunno. Kinda depressed, lonely. Hopeless.
Rejected.... I doubt it would work out. Doesn't seem to be interested. But maybe I -think- that, because I'm an attention hog and I wear jealousy like a shirt. It doesn't take a lot to make me jealous, and it's even worse, when I refuse to show it.
I think I've really fucked my wrist up. I carried a tray that was way too heavy, and it tilted... my wrist made a loud, nasty popping noise, and it hurt. Then this morning, the dogs got loose. I chased them to the next neighborhood... and messed my wrist up even more.
Mom won't be letting me work weekday nights at Perkins anymore. They keep making me stay longer than I should, they thought I was a highschool graduate. If I was, I'd probably already be gone. I've nearly fallen asleep in two classes, and I bombed my Cisco quiz.
But I always bomb it the first time. :P
Rejected.... I doubt it would work out. Doesn't seem to be interested. But maybe I -think- that, because I'm an attention hog and I wear jealousy like a shirt. It doesn't take a lot to make me jealous, and it's even worse, when I refuse to show it.
I think I've really fucked my wrist up. I carried a tray that was way too heavy, and it tilted... my wrist made a loud, nasty popping noise, and it hurt. Then this morning, the dogs got loose. I chased them to the next neighborhood... and messed my wrist up even more.
Mom won't be letting me work weekday nights at Perkins anymore. They keep making me stay longer than I should, they thought I was a highschool graduate. If I was, I'd probably already be gone. I've nearly fallen asleep in two classes, and I bombed my Cisco quiz.
But I always bomb it the first time. :P
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