Void of Space

I am feeling a ton better. I can finally breath comfortably through my nose. ;P Still hard to talk, but I can manage. Now I've started coughing stuff up. I'm getting better! Hopefully by Friday.

For Halloween, I plan on scaring trick-or-treaters. Mean, I know, but it's fun. Maybe I'll get lucky and scare a few highschoolers (yeah, right). I have a mask in my bedroom that (with my sunglasses) makes a good costume with dark clothing, gloves, and a plastic prop. And besides, I'm a good actor when it comes to things like that.

I had a really wierd dream last night. My sister (and someone else, can't remember who it was supposed to be) were being harassed by.... some other people that I should know but can't remember. I ended up somehow beating the crap out of one guy and chasing the others off. Despite the fact that was an ego-stroking experience, it didn't leave me with a good feeling. Kinda like how you'd feel if you had a big rock sitting in your stomach.

Mrs. Martinez got me to attempt to verbally answer questions in class, but they ended up coming out in rasps and coarse whispers. Apparently, my voice is still shot.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do for lunch..... eh.

Yesterday I was feeling kinda.... down. Empty, lonely, useless. Rejected. Really nasty feelings. My being sick (but recovering) probably doesn't help much. I still can't figure out why I felt like that. I still kind of do, but not to the same degree.

Tomorrow is Halloween Day for the school's Spirit Week. I want to wear that mask, but it's be hard to breath in it. Maybe I'll do what Becca's doing and go as a vampire, except... not exactly like Becca. She's going for the diva/vixen etc. etc. look, I'm going for street/punk. But I can't wear chains.... stupid school rules. We got those fangs that you stick right on your canines, cause I don't like those other fangs. You know, the ones you have to shove into your mouth and they make you drool all over the place and talk funny.

Know what the package the fangs came in called them? "Neck Nibbling Fangs." I kinda raised my eyebrow at that and hesitated when buying them, but I bought them anyway. Becca and I had a big talk about vampires and werewolves when we got home, and I think I annoyed her when I went on with everything I knew about them. Okay, so I'm a nerd, but at least I know my monsters. So nyah!