Sunday, October 31, 2004
Here's an interesting conversation between Emma and I.
*Talking about my weekend, how lonely and left out I was feeling, and something that happened at work today*
CrzyPenguin182: wow
SpiritFang39: I just left the room. After everything that's happened to me over this past year, I can't believe in something like that
SpiritFang39: I just can't...
CrzyPenguin182: yeah
SpiritFang39: I don't know what to do, where to go, what to say, I swear to god I'm going to cry, I feel like I have someone impaling me through the chest...
CrzyPenguin182: you and audrey are on the same boat, fucking piece of shit jason just dumped her
SpiritFang39: or ripping my heart out and making me watch them smash it into the ground, which ever is easiest to imagine
SpiritFang39: damn....
SpiritFang39: shoot him if you see him
CrzyPenguin182: i fucking hate all these fucking people that hurt my fucking friends
SpiritFang39: Amanda's not doing it on purpose (1)
SpiritFang39: I just want it all to go away. I swear after I graduate I'll move to Japan and enroll into one of those Zen Missions or something...
SpiritFang39: Zen temples, with the rock gardens and chimes and all the meditation and things like that
SpiritFang39: actually, come to think of it, that sounds very appealing..
CrzyPenguin182: yeah
CrzyPenguin182: i'm thinking about killing him
CrzyPenguin182: fucking piece of shit
CrzyPenguin182: god damn it i'm so angry
SpiritFang39: at who? Just Jason?
SpiritFang39: send him a bomb in the mail
CrzyPenguin182: Jason
CrzyPenguin182: yeah
SpiritFang39: no, wait, don't do that
CrzyPenguin182: h
aha yeah
SpiritFang39: :P
CrzyPenguin182: it makes me so mad this all she's fucking wanted all her fucking life
SpiritFang39: We want the same thing, just from different people
SpiritFang39: she from guys, me from girls
CrzyPenguin182: well i still love you guys in an asexual way of course
SpiritFang39: I guess I'm just doomed to live alone, no partner or "wife", no kids, just work....
SpiritFang39: thanks :P
CrzyPenguin182: well you could have a cat :D and some of my halloween candy ^_^
SpiritFang39: I'd like to get rid of the whole emotion thing, too. Emotions are bad news, and they can leave me the hell alone and bug something that has the mentality to take it
(1)At least... I don't -think- she's doing it on purpose...
So... yeah. Had a tough week, Becca spent the whole weekend with friends and I got stuck at home and work. The parents did take me out to dinner. (They're the only ones that really do that, now. Last time I went out with Emma was... Perkins. Can't remember when... oh, wait. Day after Homecoming. Not sure how long ago that was, though... probably not long.)
Emma's bragging about the ghost pencil toppers she got trick-or-treating. -_-;;
Never did get my boots. They didn't have them, but their supplier did. I just kinda stood there a moment, trying to decide if I wanted to cuss them out for being so damn ignorant or hang up on them to make it all easier. If I didn't want them, would I have placed the order? God, the human race is just going down the drain...
And another convo between me and Emma....
CrzyPenguin182: me and you need to write one of our old school stories
SpiritFang39: What of? Gimme ideas and I'll see what I can do :P
CrzyPenguin182: you know like three chicks get in some sort of accident and they end up in some sort of place and have magical powers and fight evil with sexy boys and girl people
CrzyPenguin182: and by three chicks i mean me you and shyla
SpiritFang39: hahahahahah
SpiritFang39: :P
CrzyPenguin182: ^_^ i've been thinking about it awhile
SpiritFang39: I'll do a remake of our old Monster stories
SpiritFang39: have Ben, Mickey, and Kellie hit the road and have just us
CrzyPenguin182: hells yeah!
CrzyPenguin182: and i'll make the soundtrack because i'm Emma and thats what i do ^_^
SpiritFang39: :P
SpiritFang39: I'll see what I can come up with
CrzyPenguin182: woot woo!!!!!
SpiritFang39: I -am- much better at writing than I was that long ago
CrzyPenguin182: hey man you weren't half bad tho
SpiritFang39: no, I wasn't
SpiritFang39: but I got better :P
CrzyPenguin182: that you did
CrzyPenguin182: i haven't updated my fanfic since august
SpiritFang39: I haven't updated in a while, either
SpiritFang39: haven't been motivated enough
CrzyPenguin182: yeah same here last i wrote hiei as an abusive alcoholic
SpiritFang39: rotflmao
CrzyPenguin182: haha yeah this is what i'm saying haha
CrzyPenguin182: i don't know where to go from their and thats a big problem
SpiritFang39: I think you killed it
CrzyPenguin182: yeah
CrzyPenguin182: i did
CrzyPenguin182: call 911 i'm already dead but someone should caught and held responsible for this bloody mess
CrzyPenguin182: i think i'm gonna go back and edit the chapters and shit
SpiritFang39: good idea
Hey, Emma, you need to work on your spelling and grammar. :P Please don't kill me...
Actually, though, the writing sounds like a good idea. It'll give me something to do, keep my mind off things. I love it when I get the time to write, I go into a world all by myself where I can be whatever the heck I want to be, do whatever the heck I want to do, and be everything I can never be in real life. Strong, smart, quick, healthy.... happy. Good looking, too, but I'm actually kind of pleased with my real life appearance. Not perfect, but I don't want perfection.
Just me.
*Talking about my weekend, how lonely and left out I was feeling, and something that happened at work today*
CrzyPenguin182: wow
SpiritFang39: I just left the room. After everything that's happened to me over this past year, I can't believe in something like that
SpiritFang39: I just can't...
CrzyPenguin182: yeah
SpiritFang39: I don't know what to do, where to go, what to say, I swear to god I'm going to cry, I feel like I have someone impaling me through the chest...
CrzyPenguin182: you and audrey are on the same boat, fucking piece of shit jason just dumped her
SpiritFang39: or ripping my heart out and making me watch them smash it into the ground, which ever is easiest to imagine
SpiritFang39: damn....
SpiritFang39: shoot him if you see him
CrzyPenguin182: i fucking hate all these fucking people that hurt my fucking friends
SpiritFang39: Amanda's not doing it on purpose (1)
SpiritFang39: I just want it all to go away. I swear after I graduate I'll move to Japan and enroll into one of those Zen Missions or something...
SpiritFang39: Zen temples, with the rock gardens and chimes and all the meditation and things like that
SpiritFang39: actually, come to think of it, that sounds very appealing..
CrzyPenguin182: yeah
CrzyPenguin182: i'm thinking about killing him
CrzyPenguin182: fucking piece of shit
CrzyPenguin182: god damn it i'm so angry
SpiritFang39: at who? Just Jason?
SpiritFang39: send him a bomb in the mail
CrzyPenguin182: Jason
CrzyPenguin182: yeah
SpiritFang39: no, wait, don't do that
CrzyPenguin182: h
aha yeah
SpiritFang39: :P
CrzyPenguin182: it makes me so mad this all she's fucking wanted all her fucking life
SpiritFang39: We want the same thing, just from different people
SpiritFang39: she from guys, me from girls
CrzyPenguin182: well i still love you guys in an asexual way of course
SpiritFang39: I guess I'm just doomed to live alone, no partner or "wife", no kids, just work....
SpiritFang39: thanks :P
CrzyPenguin182: well you could have a cat :D and some of my halloween candy ^_^
SpiritFang39: I'd like to get rid of the whole emotion thing, too. Emotions are bad news, and they can leave me the hell alone and bug something that has the mentality to take it
(1)At least... I don't -think- she's doing it on purpose...
So... yeah. Had a tough week, Becca spent the whole weekend with friends and I got stuck at home and work. The parents did take me out to dinner. (They're the only ones that really do that, now. Last time I went out with Emma was... Perkins. Can't remember when... oh, wait. Day after Homecoming. Not sure how long ago that was, though... probably not long.)
Emma's bragging about the ghost pencil toppers she got trick-or-treating. -_-;;
Never did get my boots. They didn't have them, but their supplier did. I just kinda stood there a moment, trying to decide if I wanted to cuss them out for being so damn ignorant or hang up on them to make it all easier. If I didn't want them, would I have placed the order? God, the human race is just going down the drain...
And another convo between me and Emma....
CrzyPenguin182: me and you need to write one of our old school stories
SpiritFang39: What of? Gimme ideas and I'll see what I can do :P
CrzyPenguin182: you know like three chicks get in some sort of accident and they end up in some sort of place and have magical powers and fight evil with sexy boys and girl people
CrzyPenguin182: and by three chicks i mean me you and shyla
SpiritFang39: hahahahahah
SpiritFang39: :P
CrzyPenguin182: ^_^ i've been thinking about it awhile
SpiritFang39: I'll do a remake of our old Monster stories
SpiritFang39: have Ben, Mickey, and Kellie hit the road and have just us
CrzyPenguin182: hells yeah!
CrzyPenguin182: and i'll make the soundtrack because i'm Emma and thats what i do ^_^
SpiritFang39: :P
SpiritFang39: I'll see what I can come up with
CrzyPenguin182: woot woo!!!!!
SpiritFang39: I -am- much better at writing than I was that long ago
CrzyPenguin182: hey man you weren't half bad tho
SpiritFang39: no, I wasn't
SpiritFang39: but I got better :P
CrzyPenguin182: that you did
CrzyPenguin182: i haven't updated my fanfic since august
SpiritFang39: I haven't updated in a while, either
SpiritFang39: haven't been motivated enough
CrzyPenguin182: yeah same here last i wrote hiei as an abusive alcoholic
SpiritFang39: rotflmao
CrzyPenguin182: haha yeah this is what i'm saying haha
CrzyPenguin182: i don't know where to go from their and thats a big problem
SpiritFang39: I think you killed it
CrzyPenguin182: yeah
CrzyPenguin182: i did
CrzyPenguin182: call 911 i'm already dead but someone should caught and held responsible for this bloody mess
CrzyPenguin182: i think i'm gonna go back and edit the chapters and shit
SpiritFang39: good idea
Hey, Emma, you need to work on your spelling and grammar. :P Please don't kill me...
Actually, though, the writing sounds like a good idea. It'll give me something to do, keep my mind off things. I love it when I get the time to write, I go into a world all by myself where I can be whatever the heck I want to be, do whatever the heck I want to do, and be everything I can never be in real life. Strong, smart, quick, healthy.... happy. Good looking, too, but I'm actually kind of pleased with my real life appearance. Not perfect, but I don't want perfection.
Just me.
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