Tuesday, September 14, 2004
You know, it's nice to have a change like this.
I have absolutely nothing to rant and rave about. I don't feel bad, but I don't feel good, either.
I just... don't feel. Kind of a nice feeling, compared to what I could be feeling. :P
And yet... I still can't get her off my mind. I'm gonna go as far as to say I'm becoming obsessed with her. I guess I want to take this close-aquaintance deal to friendship, then possibly beyond that. I suppose I should open up a bit more, be a bit more talkative. At least she pays attention to me on a regular basis.
Thing is, I want a different sort of attention. A kind that I haven't gotten for over half a year. I don't do well alone, but I suppose I'm too used to it for it to bother me that much.
Doesn't mean I like it, though.
I have absolutely nothing to rant and rave about. I don't feel bad, but I don't feel good, either.
I just... don't feel. Kind of a nice feeling, compared to what I could be feeling. :P
And yet... I still can't get her off my mind. I'm gonna go as far as to say I'm becoming obsessed with her. I guess I want to take this close-aquaintance deal to friendship, then possibly beyond that. I suppose I should open up a bit more, be a bit more talkative. At least she pays attention to me on a regular basis.
Thing is, I want a different sort of attention. A kind that I haven't gotten for over half a year. I don't do well alone, but I suppose I'm too used to it for it to bother me that much.
Doesn't mean I like it, though.
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