Thursday, September 16, 2004
Okay Amanda, you wanted to know what goes in in my head. Just please, don't stop reading after this entry or the one below. Take the Blog title as literate as possible, it might help you understand a bit more.
Yes, I suffer from depression. Yes, I've cut myself. It happens -very- rarely, but it still happens. I have tried on more than one occassion to run away, but I keep coming back. I do not cry in front of people, it makes me feel weak. I cry when I'm alone.
I am not Christian, I am only getting confirmed to keep peace in the family. I'm somewhere between Wiccan and Pagan. The church and I do not get along, and I consider a lot of the church members really big fakes.
I suppose I lied when I said I didn't want to date anyone. But you're going to find that out in the entry below (finish this one first!)
Just... please don't blow me off. Don't leave, just give me a chance. I swear to God I won't make advances if you don't want me to. If you say "No, go to Hell, don't talk to me again" then I'll leave you alone.
It'll hurt, but I've been hurt before. I'll manage.
Yes, I suffer from depression. Yes, I've cut myself. It happens -very- rarely, but it still happens. I have tried on more than one occassion to run away, but I keep coming back. I do not cry in front of people, it makes me feel weak. I cry when I'm alone.
I am not Christian, I am only getting confirmed to keep peace in the family. I'm somewhere between Wiccan and Pagan. The church and I do not get along, and I consider a lot of the church members really big fakes.
I suppose I lied when I said I didn't want to date anyone. But you're going to find that out in the entry below (finish this one first!)
Just... please don't blow me off. Don't leave, just give me a chance. I swear to God I won't make advances if you don't want me to. If you say "No, go to Hell, don't talk to me again" then I'll leave you alone.
It'll hurt, but I've been hurt before. I'll manage.
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