Void of Space

I really want to ask Amanda out, but I'm scared to. I guess I'm scared that I'm going to be used again. That's not what I want. What I want is someone who really loves me, and more than a friend. Sex is a nice bonus (I am a natural pervert, I certainly enjoy it, and I'll even go and say I'm a bit of a sex fiend) but I don't want someone solely for sex. I don't want someone to want me for that reason.

She wants to know what goes in in my head. Most (if not all of it) goes down in this blog. If she really wants to know... well, I'll just have to give her this blog address.

But if I make the wrong choice (like I've been doing lately) and chase her away, a bit more of whatever sanity I have left is gonna go with her.