Thursday, September 30, 2004
Goddamnit, why can't anything go right? Why the hell does this always happen? No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, I never get anything to show for my efforts.
Sunday's been cancled.... I'll be returning the movie tomorrow after school, when I leave for work. I'll just.... have to watch it some other time...
I'm just... I dunno. Nothing ever works for me. I've never had what I've needed. I doubt I ever will.
Ever since I was little, I tried to imagine what would happen to me once I die. At first, I thought I'd be an angel, but I'm not good enough for that. Then, I thought I'd be a spirit, a ghost. I don't think I'll be that, either. Maybe I'll be a phantom... a wraith. Doomed to wander the living world forever because of some failed task or transgression.
That seems fitting. My life, since moving here, has been one fucking transgression.
Sunday's been cancled.... I'll be returning the movie tomorrow after school, when I leave for work. I'll just.... have to watch it some other time...
I'm just... I dunno. Nothing ever works for me. I've never had what I've needed. I doubt I ever will.
Ever since I was little, I tried to imagine what would happen to me once I die. At first, I thought I'd be an angel, but I'm not good enough for that. Then, I thought I'd be a spirit, a ghost. I don't think I'll be that, either. Maybe I'll be a phantom... a wraith. Doomed to wander the living world forever because of some failed task or transgression.
That seems fitting. My life, since moving here, has been one fucking transgression.
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