Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Never mind that other girl, and never mind Rachael. Rachael's forgotten me, and really does already have a new girlfriend. Or a crush that will probably turn into a girlfriend real soon.
God, just kill me now...
No, wait, scratch that. I guess I could try to hook up with Drew... He's a nice guy, from a nice family... maybe I can finally get myself back together. Maybe I can go back to being straight instead of gay. Hell, maybe God really is helping me. I asked for help shortly after Rachael left, and I guess He heard me.
I suppose I really do want a chance with Drew. Hopefully, I'll be able to put all of this behind me. And maybe my sex drive, too.... hehehehe, I was kidding on that one. -_~
God, just kill me now...
No, wait, scratch that. I guess I could try to hook up with Drew... He's a nice guy, from a nice family... maybe I can finally get myself back together. Maybe I can go back to being straight instead of gay. Hell, maybe God really is helping me. I asked for help shortly after Rachael left, and I guess He heard me.
I suppose I really do want a chance with Drew. Hopefully, I'll be able to put all of this behind me. And maybe my sex drive, too.... hehehehe, I was kidding on that one. -_~
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